Companionship

I don't know that I was starving until I woke up alone today morning. I used to live alone, have fun and literally enjoying my me-time, listening to The Weeknd and do my stuff, complete what need to be complete. The feeling of crave companionship never be strong until recently, my friend from Ipoh stayed with me for two weeks, and then my sisters stayed with me for a night then my buddy spent time with me for two nights. I never thought I enjoyed these people companion, talk after works, silly laugh at night and food hunt in area where available parking slot at it best.
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The emptiness I felt, the clueless feeling I felt at this moment is indescribable, how come I never knew that I was starve for companion all this while, the pain that I felt on my chest never feel so real while I writing this piece of junk entry. hahaha
I might be crazy? who knows ?
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Distraction and denial is the best way to keep all this bullshit feeling away, I guess ?
Maybe you guys have other way ?
then...
teach me....



The aching heart writer,
Fara.


(P/s: This title is from last year where I left it in draft until today, I feel the title coincidentally pointed at my nose)